It has been some time since I wrote a post on here. Depression takes over the mind and the body so as nothing is done.
The mind is cluttered with miserable events, the moments in time which you want to forget. Caught in the moments of utter despair, the mood of the mind take over the body. Frozen to be able to get on with the living, life does not feel worthwhile.
Anxiety will dictate your every thought. Unable to direct your mind to anything remotely positive at all. Down in the mire of moments now lost, you have not got the energy to make any changes.
The mind and the moment is out of control. The body unable to contend with the pain. The past has the power to direct your attention to all the negative parts of your life in each detail.
There seem to be not a hope for a moment that will bring you relief. You just hang on to the nothingness of what ever you can.
The plank is narrow to walk and you feel fear that you will fall in and never get out.
Oh where oh where is my life journey to go, I need to find out where to get fuel for the journey so I can climb to the heights once again.
You have stood at the top of the hill of a life time, you have felt the power of flight over head. You know there is much more to each moment, but you can not get your head clear of the damaging thoughts.
It is waiting on the moments when the clouds can be lifted and you can begin to reclaim your total existence and follow the new path of success.
Just one Moment at a time with the spirit low, one baby step may be all that you can do each and every day.
Look to the future and not to the past will I try to discover just where is the rest of my life.
Thinking on the Moments where I felt real success..
ask for the help of the power of prayer and look to my Heavenly Father to guide my life just one moment at a time.

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