Since I wrote my previous words upon this Blogg application many things have happened. Some very high moments where I felt I could again fly on wings of an Eagle and there have been other times when life just felt too hard to continue.
But if not to continue what else is there to do. I ponder on this thought!
I am sure any one who is truly human at times have felt the road of their life is just too dam hard to travel. And where to from here. The thought ever so fleeting in a moment just how could they end things have touched their mind.
It may seem very easy to say good bye to life as we know it, but what then would there be?
If you believe there is life after death then you will have the Joy of meeting your maker. Now what will he say? You have ended you journey far too soon there were so many more things for you to do. HE will not reject you for screwing it up, he will how ever I imagine not be too pleased with YOU for mucking up his great plan. He will look at his map that he had for your life. He will put his hand to his head and have a secondary plan. He will have to now reach down of carry all those YOU have left behind with the pain. The pain that YOU left because you could not contend with your journey. He will show you what you just missed out on, and the love ones in sorrow as you are no longer there. Ah yes he will not reject you but I am sure he will chastise you for your big boob, in cutting YOUR life just too dam short.
He will tell you he had all the shoes for the rest of your journey ready and waiting. He will show you all the support that was ever so close. But oh he will not reject YOU or even send you back for another go.
But you will then know all there is to know and will look back and see just what a dam silly thing it was to give up on the journey when in fact it all was ahead. You missed out on the flight of your life.
But no he will not reject you.
Now if you do not believe in the hereafter then what will there be? Nothingness. Darkness and still questions just never to be answered. A wall of marble in which you are etched a flat picture of where you just went, and then nothing, cause you do not exist. To feel nothing no pain, but not gain. No love and no passion oh how good is that? Cold solid nothing you never did exist and what was it all for? You will never ever know.
But He will not reject you he will give you a last chance to walk into the light that you never ever thought did exist. He will show you in a way that you will really understand. He will give YOU a last chance to accept the great truth. It will be so powerful you will not resist to walk into the light so you will have existed and it would all then make sense. But then you will know that you did end it all too soon. You missed out on flying like never before. But oh no he will not reject you.
So you ponder on where it all is in this journey we call life, today is just another day in the journey some good and some not so good. But to continue to climb and to fall in the journey is really the way to go. To reach out your hand for Jesus to hold. To take all those hurts of today, hand them over to your greater so to understand the pain. For without the pain there really is not all that much gain. When you climb your mountain you understand it so well. When you stand on the top and survey where you have been, you now understand the journey and cherish what YOU mean.
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